Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

The whole dinner thing with OM and his W has me cracking up. That will never happen, but you guys make a good point with that one. I have been really sick over the last couple days unfortunately and have not left the house. W has been home as well due to the bad weather we had here. It has been nice to be together this much. I know she has not been texting OM hardly at all over the last four days as I have been around her to see.

W made the comment last night how I am such a good husband. That she wished I was like this in the past. I simply said that the past is gone and I cannot change what happend, but I can be a better man from here on. I thanked her for the remark and she gave me a kiss.

Right now I am focusing on being the way I want to be. Itl be a little easier if I ever get rid of what ever sickness I have. I'll keep posting from time to time when I can, haven't felt like doing much of anything the last few days.