i think it's a good thing to just get here and rant sometimes. waaaay better out than in. i have a HUGE THEORY that seems to be borne out by reality- that people wh o keep all their grudges, ideas, nuttinesses, EVERYTHING INSide- lose perspective in the end.
even just day to day feelings- things get out of control if they never see the light of day. i'm pretty sure my sister that died of alcoholism- an overriding t hing with her- her privacy.
same with h- if he could talk, maybe if he had talked about it all long long before now, and throughout his life, he would feel soooo - well, whatever he feels. be so wacked out. he's said things soooo dopey and childish- i can't help but think he's held this junk badk and in since he was a little kid. my sister too- it's too much to sort thru and hold in every single thing in life tht happens.
much much better to get it out- wipe it away- get input- hear yourself- gain that perspective.
i say- let 'er rip- say it all- even the wacky stuff-
it give s us insight and perspective. and sometimes- a laugh. some of the junk i say sometimes- i have to laugh , it's soooo jerky and exo5ic.
