I am just curious how to approach the convo. And afraid of saying too much of my feelings (which will lead to tears)... Not sure what is too much info or what is just being honest. I guess it really doesn't matter if he knows that I love him. That I have been doing the work required to save myself. That I haven't had a bf or sex of any kind with anyone.... Not sure what questions I am allowed to ask, or what information I really want to know. What is non of my business or what I care about. What any of it matters if R isn't on the table.
Thinking "Ive been thinking of our conversation on Monday, you suggested we have a face to face honest talk... do you still want to do that?... I'm not sure how I feel about that"
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
