Have you seen H since he left after ML? How is he acting?
I have seen H everyday this week due to my crazy schedule, although it is only for a few minutes each time. H is acting "normal" as usual. I do think that it has been a little less awkward than the past couple of weeks which is actually a bit surprising for me since he normally pulls way back after taking a step forward.
H did send me an email the day after ML about switching some dates in February/March. I did feel one second of sadness that this S will be continuing for months (maybe forever), but this time it really only lasted a second. I wrote him back agreeing to 4 out of the 5 changes since I had already made plans for one of the days. At the end of his email, he said that he hoped I had a good day and that he hoped I feel better (got sick after my trip). He usually keeps emails/texts to all business, so that was a bit of a change. But otherwise, things have been pretty much business as usual.
On a completely random side note, the guy that flirted with me in Vegas has texted me a few times since (our group had exchanged numbers with his group to hang out another night but we never met up). I have no idea why considering we live on opposite coasts and I will never see him again. This experience has shown me two things: (1) maybe another guy will pursue me even if I am D; (2) I am so not ready for another relationship.
