own a buz 20: confused within the confusion

[makingmagic]

struggling. On Monday, h wanted to have that face to face talk, but wanted to put the responsibility onto me as to when we could do it. Should I suggest that we talk over the weekend? Or should I leave it up to him to pursue that convo (although he is not the pursuing type... he did say for me to let him know)...grrrrrr.

I fear that If I don't ask for the convo, he will think I dont want to talk to him.

Also, I know I am to STFU... but, I need to have some verses prepared as comeback statements or things that I need to say, or could be saying that is truthful but safe..... (any help here?)

I will be working along side of him today. I don't want to be caught off guard with nothing to say if he should approach..

any advice or comments on this stuff?

Every time the ugly thoughts come in, I switch to a big stop sign and say "I value myself"...