The hardest part for me is wondering what's the truth and what's a lie. I cannot figure out if W is trying to fix M, deciding if she wants to fix M or buying time for convenience. Maybe saving money or meeting with lawyers. Ugh. The truth is in her phone. I know. Focus on me as it doesn't really matter what's she's doing. I can't control it. I cannot even enjoy some good signs as I feel she wants something in return. Usually does. Am I being played? I think our sitch are kind of alike. I feel your pain.
