but sometimes I just want to come home, kick my feet up, and watch TV. Or maybe make myself some dinner. Or other normal things that you just want to do in your home and feel comfortable!
Sounds like you feel you always have to be on your best behavior around him, and like maybe you feel like you're walking on eggshells, like any wrong move will push him away. But HE is already pushing YOU away through his words and actions. He's already checked out of the M. So if you want to kick your feet up and watch TV, then do it! Go ahead and make yourself dinner! What's he going to do, gripe? Well he does plenty of that already. And if he's in the house all the time, well then YOU find things to do outside the house. Get out and GAL. He's hellbent on ending the M, you don't answer to him anymore. Work on your life without him. Be strong, independent, confident! Ironically these things that help you get over him are the things that could bring him back down the road.
