bent not broken

[willbwell]

back and forth...
I am doing for me and kids- my classes, yoga, GAL. today I have an appointment with a financial advisor.
I also booked an appointment with my 1st therapist that I used. I quit going to him a year ago because I felt he was too anti-h.

Honestly, this therapist would talk a lot about 'self respect'

What is different today than a year ago?
honestly I am doing the same. I do the kids and my classes.
oh sure I could say, I am wiser, stronger.
I will say my faith is more of a focus than before.
I am more kind in general and compassionate.
I try and be a less judgemental person.

I don't have time for dating, but once done with my classes and if/when the D becomes final. I will want a partner.

We are D in theory but not on paper. H is still paying the bills. he sees the kids minimally.

I question myself why don't I push forward with D?

I feel perhaps I can't heal completely in this current
limbo.

does one ever completely heal???
I will be ok. this I know.