When a kid falls first thing he does its look at parents face...if parents dont say nothing and dont react scared the kid doesnt cry and keeps playing...if they react he cries like crazy....
I am that kid....and I felt, its time to take care of myself and not make this the biggest tragedy, she is gone but I still here, I can improve myself, stop smoking, doing one hour of cycling everyday, meditate 20 mins, eat healthier, stop drinking sodas, go to theraphy once a week, be positive at my job.... all those are variables that I can control, anything else...its out of my control.
So with that in mind I will change to keep the changes for me, not for anybody else.
I am starting a new thread where all I will use this situation to relate my reborn, where I will create my new me, stronger, healthier, and happier, because all I had done untill today hasnt improve nothing so I am choosing a new approach....focussing in Mens sana in Corpore sano...
Thank you guys for the suggestions
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.