PatientMan VII - What's My Latitude?

[PatientMan]

So all was all hopped up on peyote last night and came to some clarity while in deep thought. She's never really felt in control, so that's why I've backed off so much to let her know that she's calling the shots. She's never felt independent and capable on her own (she went from under her dad's roof to under mine), so I need to help her get there as well. And I realize that might mean getting out of the way in her life as much as possible (kids) if that's what she wants.

She's getting a less expensive vehicle. She's moving to a more affordable house. I think that once she can really make it month-to-month, she will feel empowered and I'm encouraged she's actively taking the steps to get there.

I won't lie and say I don't hope that when she gets there she can get a fresh perspective on whether she wants to go on a date with me or not, but I really do want her to be okay and just find peace. My goodness, she deserves that.

And no, I wasn't all hopped up on peyote.

-PM