I thought I was doing so well and was so strong. I know I will be okay but the thought of not seeing these kids every day sickens me. I know you all say I will get the kids more eventually, but I don't know. H is pretty stubborn and strong willed and I just don't see him letting his guard down for that to happen. Maybe once the financials are cut and dry? But then again maybe he will be stringent so he can go back in two years and get placement revised?
H is freaking out about this money situation. It goes into effect tomorrow I believe. He is constantly asking me if I heard from my attorney which I haven't. I am just waiting for him to start threatening me again.
Like a roach he just won't die.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
