At the same time, I'm glad you are feeling the feelings that are coming up. Your H has run so fast and hard. I find it hard to believe he won't be brought to his knees when the grief finally hits him.
Isn't this just physics? Something moving with such momentum in a sorta chaotic, nonsensical way, doesn't it have to crash??
What's he going to invest all his energy into, once the divorce is final? No more GAL to bother, no more lawyer to pester...
You, however, will be ok. You will have the cushion of a fresh life with a fresh start. It's going to be lovely. It is. I just know it.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
