Plus I am so worried I forgot stuff. My place is smaller so I have a full house of stuff. This house is empty. Now the physical emptiness is representative of the emotional emptiness.
Tomorrow a friend and I are going to a refurb appliance store to look for a washer and dryer. She got her set there. Plus they have layaway. I discovered after putting D's bed together I need a box spring. Ugh. More money I was not antipating spending. After days of searching I found one that isn't too bad a price. I just hope it fits in the back of my van. And that it isn't too heavy.
When H and the kids left Sunday and I was on my own, I just was washed over with sadness. I like my new space, don't like being alone. They had not been gone an hour and H called and asked when I was coming back. He wanted me to take S to youth group.
This is gonna be a huge adjustment. But I will survive.
WH
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
