Been a few days since I've last posted. Had a good conversation with the W, she called me. It was about life in general plus some couple things. This included transferring my auto insurance to my new address. This will be more expensive for both of us & it is also a signal that we will probably be getting D.
I have been doing the 180 approach, at 1st it seemed to be working but now I don't know. Since there's OM involved I feel W is focusing on their time together & that I am just a part of her past. The saying is 'believe nothing of what they say & half of what they do' this is true because W is saying or telling different stories to both of us.
The bottom line is I'm getting my life together but in still in love with my W even if I don't trust her right now. You have to learn from both the mistakes & successes of the past & I feel I've learned a lot & I'm still learning but I don't know if my W will move past the past to see what I have learned.
