I also realized today I've only been in this for a little over a month! Seems like years.
But I am much better than I was a month ago- a month from now I'll be even better!!
At the very least, this whole thing has started me on a spiritual journey that I should have started years ago!
Just about 2 months in for me. I feel the same. you're doing great!
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14