Ad, in no way did I mean to trivialize your very real concerns.

When I write on my thread I usually want to hear something different than what's in my head, after all, I've heard all that a million times smile

I apologize and wish you only the best.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss