Survive - i meant put food on the table and keep a roof over our heads. I never thought i'd lose this job i've been great at for nearly 20 years. I'm afraid i wont find another job and i'm afraid my savings isnt enough to last very long. Those arent RATIONAL fears but they lurk anyway. The unknown is scary. I address it by trying to squelch negative selftalk, working out at the gym, planning my next 6 months out, and taking concrete steps as much as possible toward getting a job. But right now i'm workng around the clock to put together my last convention for this client. And take care of my head injured son. That's what i mean by survive.
Wonder where you're pushing ajm. Toward releasing the anger?
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
