You sound that you are doing GAL. It takes determination and stamina to wake up every morning and go through this and then train for a marathon. Make yourself a list of things that make you happy/smile and keep it in your purse. Best wishes on this journey
H 38, me 39 M 13 D 2 yrs BD 2/2013 H in LDEA 2011-2014 H kicked out of our home 8/2013