We are having friends over on Saturday and then going to a superbowl party at friends on Sunday. What am I supposed to say/do. H insists we don't say anything to anyone until we have some things figured out. Oh jeez, on his timeline, that'll be forever. I know if I don't bring things up that he'll sit on this for months more with no movement. I literally just sit here as he lives his double life. Oh well, what do I have to lose now except more time. But, every minute we can grab as a family that we have left will be best for the kids. Gosh my heart breaks for them.

We just got done watching a family movie together. Everything just hurts so much more now.


Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014