H told me he wants 'out' tonight. Meaning Divorce even though he can't even say the words. He was emotional and upset. He says all of my changes show with my relationships with others, but I still treat him badly and that's never going to change. Ugh!
He still has awful things to say about me and never misses a chance to put me down. He asked for a written list of our finances etc.
My life is swirling down the toilet.
((((blues)))) its going to be OK. And we are here for you. One a good note, you have some clarity and are no longer in limbo. that's not much but its a start. I hope you can rest. I am very sorry. Keep writing. We're here to listen
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
