Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

First off I want to thank all of you for being straight with me. I know what I need to do thanks to you guys. I kinda have known before hearing it. I'm just having a hard time getting the courage to do it. I know it needs to stop for us to really work on our M. I just need to think things out and find the right time to do this.

I guess I'm still kinda in shock, I thought when she asked me to come home things would be better. I know my W is still trying to trust me and the new man I am being to her. Trying to forgive and forget the things I have done in the past. It can't be easy on her. I was a crappy H to her and honestly shouldn't be getting this chance.

Once again I really appreciate everyone telling me what I need to hear. That's why I love this site and the people on it.