H told me he wants 'out' tonight. Meaning Divorce even though he can't even say the words. He was emotional and upset. He says all of my changes show with my relationships with others, but I still treat him badly and that's never going to change. Ugh!
He still has awful things to say about me and never misses a chance to put me down. He asked for a written list of our finances etc.
My life is swirling down the toilet.
Me:33 H:35 M: 12 years D-15 S-6 Bomb: 6-2013 OW: 11/2013 Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair Kids and I moved back in 12/2013 H moved out 2/2014