Update:

No news is good new, right? Lol. I haven't updated in while because it's been pretty "same ole-same ole" around here.

We continue to have bad days and good days, but maybe I'm slooooooooooooowly learning to detach better? We're getting along better, and I'm reacting less when H is in a bad mood.

To be honest, his moods seem to be improving overall. He seems happier, in general. He holds my hand more, etc.

So, who knows. I'm working on me...and trying to just stay out of his way. No expectations.