Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

I'll stop posting. I love my W and if I get burned lesson learned. I'm going to be them man I want to and should be to her. If I lose out to someone else I guess it wasnt meant to be. Like I've heard over and over on this site. We can't control their actions, but we can control ours. Me acting jealous and mad is not going to make her stop. Me telling her to stop is not going to work either. Itl just make OM a shoulder for her to cry on.

Maybe a month from now I'll decide I can't deal with that and say its me or him. I don't know at this time what I will do. I've only been back home for a month, if she was emotionally connected to him im sure it wouldn't end that quickly. I can see I may be acting like a sucker her, but I'm not ready to make demands at this time. Being back home with my D means too much to me to risk at this time.