Had IC this morning so we hashed all this stuff out and I realize that this is a step in the process. I'm just now really learning how to be a healthy person in a R. It's work and at times uncomfortable.
Breakdown wrote this on his thread today:
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because I refuse to go back to a life that resembles anything we once had
That scares me a bit too as what I felt was too close to the "old" me. I don't want to go back to that or our previous relationship, I've seen how good life can be.
So I'll keep working on me, be OK with the uncertainty knowing that I am moving forward.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
