Had a very unsettled day yesterday, couldn't even get into a book or film. Then had a dream about ex in which he returned, telling every one his marriage was a mistake. then this desire to find what he is doing this morning.
It was only when I went to my diary I realised yesterday would have been our 21st anniversary. Some times it is our sub-conscious that plays the cruel tricks on us.
However, on a more positive note, I have just had lunch with a GF. We discussed a day in London with shopping, dinner and theatre and holiday plans for later this year. Once my house is sold we are thinking of a cruise. Onwards and upwards...
