Finally got that bathroom painted and back together! Now D's room, my room and bath, and maybe the kitchen. Nothing like painting a room to make the rest of the house look dingy! LOL
Same ol' same ol' with H. Just an example of how they lie, he told me a sad tale about how he would have to take his garbage to work with him, no garbage pick up. When I finally saw where he lives what did I see but a community dumpster, right next to his place. I mean if you can lie about garbage pick up then you can lie about anything.
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I handled the poopy incident with the dog. Gagged a few times but he can sleep indoors tonight. Cleaned up his mess on the carpet and all is well. Also listed a ton of things on Ebay and I've already made 70 bucks!
I am woman hear me ROAR!
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This morning I hid out in the bathroom so I didn't have to talk to H as I woke up in a horrible mood. I'm sure he's driving D to school thinking about how I'm affording all the paint to fix up around here while he's broke. I'm not sure if he'll believe the truth, it's left over from my brother's painting 2 years ago. Oh well, that's his problem.
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So we had a freak snow storm today. We were supposed to get a dusting but are at 3" right now. I got off an hour before D was released from school, H wanted to know if I wanted him to go get her and bring her home. He would have been stranded here! I told him I was getting off at the same time and would handle it.
4 hours later I made it home. Southerners don't drive well on ice! But you know what? I took care of it myself!
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Snowed/iced in two days! D and I are about stir crazy. Luckily I go to work today and she'll be at my mother's. I did get crafty and made an infinity scarf by arm knitting. It was pretty cool!
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I have been getting allsorts of "jobs" done around the house - it's kinda satisfying knowing you did it yourself.
Also had a dog poop incident this week - yuk! However if ex had been around he would have probably just looked and called "S the dogs made a mess, can you deal with it..."
Much better to do it yourself - and if its not quite right? Don't tell anyone, only you know and you'll live with it. If H had done it not quite right we'd just kept pointing it out or looking and thinking.
I'm tired of all of this. My D cries her self to sleep almost every night. My H can't see her pain past his own selfish life. OW is the only thing he can see right now with her messed up life. He truly found someone more messed up than himself. Anyone who puts out to the world everything she's drinking and the pain pills she's sucking down is so messed up. The attention seeking and poor me crap that H and I used to roll our eyes at when someone did it is what he's falling for hook,line, and sinker. And all at the expense of his D's emotional well being.
It makes me sick.
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Well I was wrong about OW, she really is sick. Malignant brain tumor. Surgery today, H came to pick up D looking like he'd been crying. I hope he doesn't make D miserable all weekend by moping around. He looks like hell and is spiraling and spinning. I'm just standing back and watching. Pretty much dim on everything but finances and D.
In other areas he's pushing the D wanting me to pay half. Not happening. H is wanting to cut support because he's so in the hole every month. No deal, I'm taking care of D no matter what. Work is going to be crazy next week with a federal review and jobs on the line. Not what I wanted all in one week but I'll deal with it all and move on.
I am actually taking care of myself. Exercising and losing weight the right way, veggies and water and protein. I look better, better attitude. I know that I'm doing what I need to to keep me from being in a bad place and D's life as stable as possible.
It's been an eventful month.
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