New to This - An English Man In Trouble

[Hadlee58]

IT seems like part of my post is missing....
Before we went out she told me that she dosesnt love me anymore and that it is what is causing her unhappiness all round and also that its not fair on any of us to continue. I did my best to validate but the wind was severely taken out of my sails. She also indicated that my parents have too much of a hold on me and our family.
We did go out for dinner and a few times i started to lose it, i find it so hard looking at our kids knowing what we are about to put them through, she did notice but i quickly regained my composure.
I guess i am going to take a couple of days to let this sink in and then get back to working on me, DB seems a million miles away today

Thanks for reading and also thanks for all the support these last 8 months or so.

H