Feh spelling. Vets, not vers. A lot of vets told me my h was not wrong to want to leave me. Or one vet told me that a lot.

I had to drop the anger. Sometimes i struggle with that.

I'm angry about some other things right now, and it's bleeding over. I take my rage out in kickboxing class and that helps some. It's not all about h.

I have fear about how i'm going to survive, and anger about more bitter pills i'm having to swallow. The only way out is through, and i'll get there.


Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.