First, happy belated birthday Wonka!

Still reading along, soaking everything in smile

This really touched me-

"During the crisis, I saw Ms. Wonka as a beacon shining brightly from the lighthouse and I was comforted with her presence just knowing that she was "there" for me to turn to even if I had withdrawn from her and life in general. Deep, deep inside of me I still loved Ms. Wonka. Emotionally, mentally I wasn't in a position to "give" that to her as I was very, very numb inside. For me, I'd like to think that at some level, I'd find a way to Ms. Wonka somehow. We'll never know the answer now, right."

I can feel this in a way from my H. Your words brought tears to my eyes.

Thank you for welcoming us along on your journey. And PS - I am a hopeless romantic, so you better look out! One never does know what the future could bring wink


Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me

~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."