separted six weeks still on the journey - II

[paul19510]

Paul, I just caught up on the past few days of your thread. It sounds like you are really doing great.

I am sad for your W that she is missing out on her kid's lives. I imagine that at some point she will regret it. But it's great for you that you are able to spend this time with them, and for them that you are there to help them through this. Be proud of how you are handling everything.

I'm sorry your W ignores you. It kind of makes you wonder why you bother caring about her at all, doesn't it? You just keep on waving, Paul, because whatever she does is her problem.

then I start having the convo in my head about why am I still standing and why don't I just cut it off and keep going.

What would you do differently if you decided to stop standing?

I would likely file for divorce continue my journey of self exploration and improvement. Perhaps look at new friends and relationships in the future. I am interestedto be a H and a father. If W does not want me as a H then let me go. Just thinking outloud.