Ok just venting....W pulls in driveway unexpected with D13 to drop her off ad drop off some barn trash too. I am outside shoveling. I wave hello and smile. She completely ignores me. Nice. See Melissa, it happens to me too.

then I start having the convo in my head about why am I still standing and why don't I just cut it off and keep going. Even my neighbors wav hi frown


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14