It's interesting how people can casually spit out comments that feel like a smack in the face.
W came this morning with D9 to give money for groceries. All well and good, she was also affectionate. Almost made me think there's hope. Then she made a comment about how she might come over this summer to sun bathe in the back yard. That hit me hard. I had hoped (like an idiot) that she wouldn't renew her lease this summer and come back. Moron. Now I see that ain't happening. She's not coming back.
On her way out she tells me she loves me. Blech. I'm still not a husband to her. She also told me that she tried to get S14 to babysit for the night so she could go clubbing with her lesbian friend that I'm still suspicious of...she hasn't seen them all week and she already wants to get out?
This isn't good. I don't think this is progress.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.
