Last night I got a sitter and took my H out for dinner for his birthday. It was a very nice end to a very stressful week. We even got to sleep in pretty late this morning which was AWESOME because I've been running on fumes.

On Thursday I got home very late after my train was severely delayed coming home. My H ran to the store and cooked a pretty elaborate dinner for me at 11 pm. It was very thoughtful.

It still amazes me how different things can feel in a matter of days, or sometimes hours. Life and relationships have a lot of ups and downs don't they? At the moment I'm enjoying this up smile.


BD: Aug 2012
Separated since May 2013
S born Aug 2013
Aug 2013 H agrees to consider 'baby steps toward working things out'
H is/was actively seeing someone?