Well,it's been quite some time since I've read posts on here. I've been through career path stuff...
So some new weird emotions came up. As I was about to post here....hey I've moved on. There is a new co-worker I have a crush on, see myself asking on a date...I was about to ask am I ready to move on. But then I realized my wedding anniversary is coming up, the first one I won't spend with him. And suddenly all these sentimental memories I have of him keep replaying in my mind. It's utter torture. I wonder if he's thinking the same, or maybe dating someone else who he's in love with now. I haven't spoke to him in months. I've focused on myself like a good girl, but these thoughts are rapid and new.
How has everyone here dealt with their first wedding anniversary without their spouse? I have no idea how I'm going to handle it. I feel like divorce is becoming imminent.
