New experience tonight ... after dinner we went out to a club. We hung out and everyone drank although i took it easy after last night. For the first time in years and years I got hit on by a guy. It felt good. We just talked. He was divorced and has a kid. He did not run away when I told him I had kids, which is a huge fear that I have that no one will want to be with a mom of three little ones. It was good to see that I really do have options if my M does not work out. I don't have to grow old alone. I still want my H but I think it will help to alleviaw some of my fears. Off to bed before another day of classes tomorrow. This trip could not have come at a better time. I needed some time to just be 3 and nothing else.
Hi 3! What a great experience. I had a similar thing recently that helped me tonfeel human again. I've. Been rejected in my M for a long time. It was nice to know someone will see value in me if I choose to move on. She remarked that she could see I was exuding self confidence and a sense of happiness that she was attracted to. Learn tolove ourselves first and others may also appreciate us
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
