All of us here have been through the same emotions you are going through right now. I don't think it's really over yet. Not until you say so.

Believe this...
You will be ALRIGHT regardless of what your W does or does not.

M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet