It's the final countdown...

[wishing, hoping]

My head is all over the place.

S had his play performance tonight. He did a wonderful job. I am so proud. He is a natural. So handsome. So talented.

On my way home I was going to stop by my apartment to drop stuff off. H called me and asked if I was coming by the house. I said yes to change. When I got there to change and H immediately asked me if the lawyer had contacted me. I said I heard he was in court all day. Well now the story is if he has to pay me the support as ordered he is going to have to liquidate things. I was really confused. I kept asking him what he meant and he would not give me a straight answer. Finally I told him I had no idea what he was talking about. He said he was going to have to start using the money he had pulled out to pay me for settlement. So was that a threat? Seriously? Did he have those people pull that money out without me signing anything or is he bluffing again?

I went to leave to go to the play and H asked me to ride with him. And D wanted me to as well so I agreed. I dont know what the purpose of that was? We sat together and acted normal. D had a temper tantrum on H after the play and I let him handle it. He handled it badly but oh well. His problem. She was tired and cranky. He threatened her if she didn't behave she wouldn't go to basketball or dance tomorrow. I don't like that. Take away a privilege, not an activity.

So anyway I feel like an outsider in my own home. It won't be for much longer though. But I miss the kids and I am in the same house. It's pathetic.

Yes he wore the beret. Ugh. I guess he thinks he looks good in that thing? Yeesh. And before the performance as as we were waiting for S afterward he was on a texting spree. Fingers were flying 50 wpm.

I don't think H will ever get out of replay. If he indeed having a MLC.

WH