I feel that the M has turned on me & not in my favor. I am still trying to do the right thing according to the DB book. I'm using the 180 approach & it seems to be working. I also think W wants it both ways she wants the OM & also wants me to be around, I found this out by using the 180 approach and W calling me much more often since I don't call her. But I am starting to feel like another individual who is posting Plan B. The OM is always tops on W list.
I still feel W is moving way to fast & it feels more like a high school relationship than a relationship a 46 year old wound have. I also feel she is going through a MLC and is trying to escape working on our M & taking the easy way out.
I know I've done some crappy things during our marriage ex. being selfish, getting mad at small things, & not placing others 1st. The DB book is teaching ne a lot of important life lessons as well as lessons about myself. I'm still hopeful but I am also prepared to have D papers served after our taxes are completed.
