I have to keep reminding myself that she is DONE right now.

This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. She gets angry at me for the littlest things. She is acting like I owe her something.(I did this, you do that mentality) I think you guys call it cake eating. I want to scream, and yell. I want to argue with her, prove a point, tell her to wake up. I sometimes want to tell her if she doesn't like it to leave.

But most of all I want her back. Im trying to be a better man, I know she see it, she's told me, but she doesn't believe the changes will last. I know I have alot to go, I just hope I can hang on.


Me: 39 W: 33
M: 9 years
T: 10 years
S7 S10
BD 10/19/13
W Filed 11/25/13
EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA)
WAW moved out 3/15/14