maybe a bit off the edge?

[dingo]

I am definitely handing control of me over to her. She knows how to do it - tell me what I want to hear (maybe she is in fact sincere about it at the time - not saying that its premeditated manipulation). She seems to know when I start to feel ok without talking to her (i was really starting to get content with things after 7-10 days with only one interaction).

I am cool with NC and being unavailable. I just haven't figured out how to/if I should be unavailable if/when she approaches me saying/doing all the right things.

The truth is that I think she's not ready - but if i say that, its projecting my feelings onto her which is wrong and will likely only piss her off. I don't want to say I am not ready because its not true. I am ready to work on things with her if she's sincere about it.