Perspective - The Reality of the Trip

[RealityTrip]

This morning DB me had a little confrontation Cray-Cray-Crazy me!

Yesterday was a great day in the normal life of me and W. I got home from work, did some yard work, she did some housework, we had pasta for dinner and she fell asleep next to me while I read for my Philosophy class late into the night.

This morning we both had to get up early. We shared coffee in bed, shared my tablet to giggle at some things on social media, talked about our days... she flies out tonight for work. My older sis is coming to hang out this weekend and bringing a friend. My W said, "I love "big sister"." I said that was sweet. She said "I do. She's a really good person and a great mom. I love her. I do." Now W is crying just a little. (my big sister was in the house the day my W packed up and left to move in with xOW.... it was rough to say the least!)

So here comes the looney toons... Just as we were getting in the car to carpool to work/appts... I noticed my W's left ring finger had a normal everyday ring on it.. Let me see if I can type all of this as fast as I thought it:

90 Seconds in My Mind...

"I wonder when she put that ring on did she think about her wedding ring?"

"When are we going to talk about the rings?"

"If she was committed to the marriage again she would be wearing it."

"I'm going to ask her."

"No your not."

"I want to know what she's thinking. I'll just be non-chalant."

"Bad idea. Don't do it. Wrong time. Wrong place."

"but..."

"NO! Pressure scares her... back off.'

"But..."

"NO! Not now. It will end badly. You will ruin the morning and she is leaving today."

"Bu..."

"I said NO!"

Whew.... Clarity: 1 Crazy:0

And Team "I Got This" progresses one step further in the tournament. (and the crowd goes wild.... Raaahhh rahhhhhh rahhhh!)