Thanks Karen

I'm so conflicted. Since I've been in counseling(for my anger), I'm finding it very hard to let my anger out without feeling guilt. I'm almost feeling like going back to what I did before. And that's kill her with kindness. Find the compassion to see that she is hurt. Be that happy goofy guy she fell in love with.

I don't for sure know though. It feels like such a betrayal to date so soon and say the 7 month reconciliation didnt happen.

I'm sure ill figure something out. For the time being I'm being dark.


Me-35 Com law-28
S-3
T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu
1st bu- 2/2012
Rec-4/2013
2nd bu-10/2013
IC-2 yrs(anger issues)
MC- 5 mnths-fail
OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14
New OM ~10/4/14