I don't understand what you feel awful about. You told her to get her things and to pay the Con-Ed bill so she's doing it. You continue to push and so you are the one causing all this. Why do you feel awful?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.