Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

I officially cant take this anymore. W just texted and asked if I mind if she helps her friend with a project after work. I said sure ill take D to the mall so you can have peace and quiet at the house. She says nevermind dont worry about it. Obviously she is lying. Claims they were gonna go to a bar to do it across from where she works. I said fine thats ok. I'll know if she is lying tomorrow when I see that the text messages to OM stop during the time she is gone. They text every 5-10 minutes all day every day. So clearly if they stop during the time she is "helping her friend" I know who she was with.

So looks like tomorrow might be the day. I cannot go on like this. I am completely out of my mind right now. In such a state I dont even trust my own actions. I told her I have to stop by the post office on my way home which means I have to drive right by the place she claims she is going. Im literally affraid of myself right now.