Thanks for all the support everyone. I made it out on my flight and had a great trip. God was definitely looking out for me because I was the only person in my firm that did not have their flight canceled or delayed. This was only the second time I had flown alone. I got excited when I saw that Planes and Cars 2 were playing on the flight and then realized that the boys were not with me. Guess I am always a mommy first. I got a great night sleep and woke up feeling like a completely different person.
The last time I was on this same trip in Vegas I hated it because there was a bunch of down time when I was alone. This time I love it. I got up, headed down to the gym for a great workout. I am going go grab some starbucks , explore the hotel and then get ready for my conference. I was walking through the hotel and thought about how fun it would be to head out here with some friends on a kids free weekend. I thought to myself "who is this girl. I really am different than the person I have been for 33 years."
I really am letting go of the random perceptions I made up and just living. I WANT to see the world and everything it has to offers even if it pushes me out of my comfort zone.
So maybe my M will not end the way I hope but my life will be richer. Maybe that is why God has chosen for me to take this journey. And I know that God will be with me as I walk it.