This woman...has such a hold on me. I don't know how to break it. I remind myself of what she has done wrong, what she has done to hurt me, and that may not be the "healthiest" mental exercise to perform, but it's an effort just to break that hold. But those efforts and feelings are temporary and fleeting, and what I believe should be "right" always resurfaces.
She told me something last night, something that shouldn't bother me, but it's eating me up. It's eating me up because I haven't accepted that we're divorced, that we aren't a couple.
I don't know how to come to acceptance. Or maybe I just refuse to.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
