I've been reading it. It will help me but not this marriage. It is over. Yet I feel good about it. The more thought I've given things this is the way it has to be. If there is a chance for us again it won't be soon. I'm okay with this and feel good with myself. I've done what I could and will continue to better myself for me and what the future holds.
I talked to MIL lastnite and she agreed. Mostly we talked about work. I asked if I could stay here and her and FIL want me to, they asked me to. They were worried I'd leave. So that's set and good. I still have something setup in case this changes though. I'm still considering renting a place so I'm not living here but I will give this some time. See what happens in a month or two.
W got birth certificate and ID. So it's a matter of time till she files. I've been told I should file since there's abandonment and an affair. It will look better for me if I file.
