Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

That's the hardest part of this. W is the one that asked me to come back home. So if she was sure enough about that decision knowing that it starts the 1 year of separation before she could file for D all over again why is she talking to OM all day every day? It makes no sense. If I'm truly the one she wants to be with why is it going on?

As stated above, confronting and demanding it stop is not going to accomplish anything positive. I want W to be with me because she loves me and wants to be. That is what kills me, I know my W loves me that's not even a question. Wow this sux. When W asked me to come home I was so excited to start a life with her like we never had. Now its worse than it ever was.