separted six weeks still on the journey - II

[paul19510]

Thanks blue! I feel like a hot mess. Lol. She's. Staying at the neighbors again due ton poor weathers. The H told me today that W and her BFF his W, were chatting away again about the sitch. When his W. Tried to fill him in he said no thanks. Leave me out of it. I don't need. "He said she said." I agreed to keep our friendship about something else. He was proud of my GAL stuff and said " see I told you a couple years ago to starting taking care of YOU. sorry it took this but glad you did it.....you look and sound great..." its nice that people are seeing changes. I feel them. That's. The important thing.

I guess my visit last night to W was partly to show the new ME a little bit. It was a misstep but perhaps as Artsy said above I can see some benefits by backing off now. I spoke my peace she's. Seen me a little now....time to back off. You nd the others keep me going. I feel a change in the sitch. I just don't know what or when. At least I am getting healthy. One final thing, I expressd to nieghbor that I wish his W would just listen and not be a supporter or detractor of the marriage. I know...I know...2x4.